Reality Check …

I dont want your pity . Its because of you that I feel the way I do . I dont have much to give , but Ive given you everything . & you took it for granted & threw it all away . I know you love me , but its not enough . Actions speak louder than words & so far , your actions proved the opposite of the words youve spoken . The good times with you are my happiness & the bad times with you are my misery . Many mistakes have been made , but I learned not to dwell on the past any longer . The present & future is whats important & what counts , but your pretty much fucking up no matter what time frame we’re in . Your a big boy & know right from wrong , so why do you always aim towards the wrong ? Ive foughten so much & I honestly thought that I would be in a different position than I am today after all this time . If your gonna change , then do it . If your not gonna change , let me go . Someone in this world deserves to make me happy for the rest of my life , it could be you , but the balls in your court my dude . Dont bother realizing what you have , when its already gone .